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[04 Aug 2009|02:22pm] |
Wow... how is it already 2009? I dont know where the time is going.. life is flying by way to fast!!! Its hard to believe I used to update this mulitple times a day.. now I do at least once a year! I always say how I wish I would keep up with this, but I never do. I dunno its just hard I guess. I mean I have my myspace and facebook so those are about the main two websites I go to. Though I do try and look at my friends page on here because I do like knowing what is going on in your guys life... I have been friends with some of you for many years now! Thanks for not deleting me even though I never update anymore. I could never bring myself to delete this, it means to much to me!
Anyways.. I am going through a big change in my life right now. On Friday Aug, 7 I will be having my last day at Kindercare. A place where I have been for 3 years and 9 months! A place that is like a 2nd home. A place that I have grown to know and love. And people that I have grown to know and love. I am going to miss it there more than words can even express. I dont know what I am going to do without that place in my life. But I do know that I am doing the right thing. I have recieved a job at the child care center where my mom and sister work. I will be making more money and not have to make a commute every day. Its something that I have to do, and I know in the long run it will all be worth it.
My nephew is already a year old! He is growing so fast and is the light of my life! My niece is 9 now!! It is crazy how fast she is growing! My older nephew is 14 now and I cant even believe that! I love those kids more than they will ever know!
Last summer I was in a musical called Anything Goes with my Church. This summer I helped out with stage crew when they did Oliver. It just ended and it kept me crazy busy but I really enjoyed it. ASTRA is full of many many great people :)
I went to Disneyworld last December! It was so much fun! We were there for a week, which of course wasnt long enough. Im ready for another vacation now!
For the most part life is treating me well. I am going to be 23 this year which sounds weird! I need to go back to school, which hopefully i will do soon! I would say I will try and post in here more often, but I dont have internet at home right now, so I know thats not going to happen.
I honestly hope each and everyone of you on my friends list is doing well. I hope things are going the way you hope. Im sorry that I am not apart of your lifes like I used to be. But know that you all still mean something to me and I do hope things are going wonderful! Until next year.....
Love yall and God Bless
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| I didnt fall off the face of the earth!!! haha |
[22 Aug 2008|07:47pm] |
Wow.. its been along time. I was just reading some past entries and realized that yesterday was the 7 year mark since I created this journal.. unfortunatly in the past 2 years I've updated maybe 10 times, if even. I guess my life took over me lol and I didnt have time to update or I just didnt feel like it. But here I am now, with lots of time to fill the livejournal world in on my life.
So where do I even start??? I moved back to Puyallup this past December. I am living with my dad, near all my family. After alot of deep thought, I stopped going to Saint Martins... at times I miss it, but I know that it wasnt where I wanted to be at the time. Plus it was rather expensive. Fall semester last year I took an online class through South Puget Sound Community College. I took last semester off and now this September I am going to be taking some online classes to get my CDA, then I need to focus on finishing my general AA because I am only a few classes short....
I am working full-time. Im still at the same place, Kindercare. This Novemeber will mark my 3 year mark. Its unbelievable. I have watched kids go from infants to 3 years old. I am now the infant room teacher again and have been in there since December. I love my babies! My co-teacher and I get along well and have fun working together! Kindercare definently has its ups and downs but I cant quite leave it yet. I know I have to though because I am having to make the commute from Puyallup to Lacey and with gas prices going up I wont be able to afford it much long! I love my job and most of the people that work there.
On June 4, 2008 my sister had my handsome nephew, Tanner Austin! He is such a beautiful baby and I love him with all my heart!! I just cant believe he is almost 3 months already! Skyler is already 8!! That kid is growing faster than I know!! She is such a happy and positive little girl and I love her so much! Corwyn, my nephew, is 13 already! Sadly I dont see him much, but I still love him and hope he is doing great!!!
This past summer I was apart of an amazing show at my Church called Anything Goes. Its a tap-dancing musical! It was one of the greatest experiences I have ever had! I have never acted before and I didnt really have to much in this play.. I just had to dance alot and I loved it! I met so many amazing people and had an absolute blast! I also bought a new car this summer!!! Last weekend actually!!! Its a blue 2008 Nissan Sentra!! I love it!!!!
I have gone to so many weddings this past year!!! Since last September, I've gone to 5 and my 6th and final one for the year is next Saturday! It makes me feel old watching all of my friends get married! My best friend got married in November and I was her maid of honor!! It was a fun experience!!
Lots of babies were born this year!!! I love them all and am having fun watching them grow up!! The most recent baby is my God-Son! My best friend, Anne had a handsome baby boy, Marcelo Luis, on Aug. 10th!!! He is so cute!!! Love him and all the babies!!!
hmm... its been so long since I last updated Im trying to remember... oh another awesome thing is that I went to Arizona last January to visit some friends and their new baby!!! It was so fun!! I wish I could go back!! Im going to Disneyworld in Decemer with my family for my moms 50th birthday!! Im so excited!!!
Okay well I think that is about it for now!! I would say I will update soon, but I cant promise that!! I will end by saying that I am happy with my life right now!!! Things are honestly going great for me!!! I hope everything is going well for you all too!
Love yall and God Bless
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Hey its been awhile... but I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!! hehe!
Im finally 21!! yay me!!! :)
Okay hope you all are having a wonderful holiday season!!!!! <3
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[09 Jun 2007|08:20pm] |
I cant believe I dont update this thing anymore. I dont have any good excuses, so Im glad no one reads this anyways. lol.
Im on summer break and I couldnt be happier. Im working 40 hour weeks and enjoying it very much. I still love my job. There is always some sort of drama going on but I wouldnt trade it for the world right now. All of my kids are getting so big, its unbelievable.. watching them all grow is so amazing. :)
I dont know what Im doing next year for school. I love Saint Martins, its a great school. But its extremely expensive. Also, my grades are not as good as they should be. Its crazy how much grades can change from high school to college. In hs I always had a 3.3 or above and now I have a 2.5. School juss isnt for me, but Im not giving up. Im gonna start working on my CDA and if I dont go back to SMU, then I want to transfer to a community college... SPSCC. This is one of the hardest decisions in my life, so feel free to give your advice.
Did I tell you I got an apartment? My roomate is Anne and we have the greatest apt. ever. haha no seriously it rocks.
I babysit alot and I love it. My life is going well right now... so I juss felt like sharing that with you all, in case you care. I dont check this as often as I should, so sorry if I have missed out on anything. I hope you all are doing wonderful. Love yall and God Bless
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I need to update this thing more! I juss dont have any time! Im working 40 hours a week and finishing up with school. I have 4 finals next week then Im done for summer! Im really excited! But I juss wanted to say hi to all my lj friends out there! I may try and write again soon but who knows if that will ever happen! lol. Love yall and God Bless
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Im kinnda mad at myself for never updating. I know I occasionally have time, but I dont even think about updating. There have been many times this week where I wanted to update but I only had a few minutes so I wasnt able to. So lets see how my life has been... hmm...
I will start with work because thats the main aspect of my life. I work alot. 37 hours a week to be exact. I <3 my job but it has sucked lately. I dunno we juss never seem to have enough staff, so that makes it really difficult. I think people come into a daycare job thinking that its going to be easy.. but I will be the first to say that its not. You have to have alot of patience and you have to know that you WILL get sick.. no matter what, your first month is going to be full of many types of sickness lol. But yeah. I open in the infant room, and then go with the two year olds, then in the afternoon Im with the one year olds. Lately I have spend alot of time in the three year old classroom, which Im growing to love. I seriously love these kids. They are so cute and have some of the greatest personalities. I love walking into a classroom and having the kids say CILLA and get all excited.. it makes my day and makes me realize how much I truley love my job! :)
School sucks of course... I am just not a "lets go to school" type of person anymore. Im doing alright in my classes. My classes this semester are alot better than they were last semester. I juss cant wait to be done with this whole school thing. The only reason I havent dropped out yet is because I WANT to go someplace in my life. I dont want to be stuck at a daycare my entire life (not that thats necessarily bad), I want to be a child psychologist. So in order to make that dream come true, Im going to have to stick through the stupid stuff.
I am moving off campus hopefully in April or May. Anne and I have decided to get a 2 bedroom apartment hopefully in Lacey, or possibly in Olympia! We are so excited to move off and have a place of our own. I dont like living on campus anymore. I need my privacy and I juss aint getting it here! lol.
Well I guess thats my life. I go to work and class and occassionally have time to eat and sleep! lol. I will TRY my hardest to update this again soon.. maybe I can get on a roll again and update daily.. haha yeah like thats ever going to happen! Love yall and God Bless
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| The big 2-0!! |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR PRISCILLA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I am no longer a teenager! ahh.. so scary!! haha! I love my birthdays!!
that is all... Love yall and God Bless
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[16 Dec 2006|06:49pm] |
I love how I only updated twice this semester... Im ashamed of myself! Ive become one of those people that blog on their myspaces now, but I didnt even do that to often. So now this semester is over and Im starting winter break.... Im glad that no one reads my journal, cause then you guys would probably be sad that you dont know whats been going on with my life! lol.
This semester has probably been the worst semester ever. I hated my classes, I didnt like alot of my teachers and I basically juss didnt want to be here. I never thought I would feel like that. The feelings of wanting to drop out overcame me this semester and I almost did... but then I realized that I want a great future and I needed to stay in school in order for that to happen.. So Im still here, surviving at the least.
Work is going great!! I am now lead closer and I love it. Im usually out of a classroom around 5 and then I get to boss people around!! haha.. Im nice I swear!! My little girl is already one and starting to walk... its amazing! All of the kids are getting so big, its been so fun watching them grow up. They have such big personalities! lol. We have gotten alot of new staff recently and for the most part they are doing good.. Ive become really good friends with alot of the girls at work, so we have fun working together.
Thats basically it. School and work are the stories of my life. I mean I do stuff other than that, but Im not going to sit and write every little detail of the past like 4 months lol... If you wanna know whats been up with me check out my myspace... princesscilla131... Im on there way to much!
I feel like I should have more to say, since I havent done a real entry since Sept.... but I dont! lol. My birthday is in 6 days, so thats always exciting! lol. Okay Im done... I hope everything is going well in everyones lives. Love yall and God Bless
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| 3 years.... |
[12 Nov 2006|12:14pm] |
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Its been 3 years since you've been gone, but you continue to be in my heart and mind...
March 18, 199?? - November 12, 2003
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So I got up early cause I was going to take a shower, but then I decided not to... so I figured since I have the time, I should update this!! Im heading into town today for Alannas baptism so that should be fun!!
Okay so lets talk about my summer!! 2 amazing things that happened this summer was that both Celestina and Shellie had their beautiful babies. On May 17th Miss Alanna came into this world! She is such a beautiful baby and I love her so much! Shes now at the age where shes smiling and laughing, so shes alot of fun! Then on June 27th, Thomas James entered this world! Unfortunatly he wasnt doing to good at first, so he spend his first month in the hospital. But now he is doing great and he is such a cutie! We joke that Alanna and Thomas are going to go to prom together!! hehe!
Basically I worked the summer away, which is sad but at least for the most part it was fun! I was usually in the infant room all day. We had to say goodbye to Kate when she moved away which was extremely sad, but her replacement has become a really good friend of mine. My babies are doing great! 3 of my boys are moving up to the toddler room and Im going to miss them, but they will do great up there! Anne and I carpooled to work occasionally, not to much though cause we usually had something else going on. Just recently we lost another co-worker who is going to Italy and that was way to sad... I cried :/ Her and I have been closing since I started and now Im not going to have anyone to complain to or talk to. Yeah, Im not happy about this!
Lets see... what else went on this summer? Vacation Bible School was a blast! I did first grade with Lindsey and Krista. We had almost 30 kids, so it got hectic but they were really good! We had alot of fun during that week. Another fun thing I did was I went to Silverwood for the first time!! It was alot of fun and we enjoyed going on all the rides and playing in the water. I got a sunburn out of that one! lol
I think thats all the big things that I did this summer, pathletic huh? Oh well, it was still a good summer.. I made some money, hung out with lots of people, and slept! hehe. I also did some littler stuff that isnt mentioned above which was alot of fun, but I dont feel like thinking about every little thing I did.
Now Im back at school and I couldnt be more happy!! It is so nice to be back :) Whitney and I are having a blast living together and our room looks super cute!! I have a crazy life right now, but Im starting to adjust. My MWF schedule looks like this... Work 6:15-8:15, then come back here and go to class from 9-12. Then I get an hour break so that I can eat some lunch. My last class is from 1-1:50. Then I get to go back to work from 2:30-6:45. Once I get off work I usually juss come back to my room and sit online or do homework or go to Anne/Stacey/Nicoles apartment! Those days are crazy! TTH are alittle less busy.. I go to work 6:15-8:15, then get a little break in between. I only have one class from 9:30-10:50. Then I dont work until 12:30-6:45! Crazy huh? Oh and with all that I wake up at 5 every morning!!
My first full weekend back has been a blast so far! But I need to go get ready now, so I will update about it when the weekend is over!! Sorry this is long, but Im glad I finally got to write it! Have a great day! Love yall and God Bless
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| 5YEARS!!!! |
[21 Aug 2006|10:49am] |
I would juss like to quickly update and say yay for me! I have had this journal for 5 years today... how awesome is that???
Im going back to school next weekend so I will be sure to update more often! I hope you all had a wonderful summer! Love yall and God Bless
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I cant wait to go back to school!! Only a couple weeks left! I wasnt quite sure if i was going to be able to go back because I owe alot more money than I thought... but thankfully I got a loan from my bank!!! Im juss excited to be living back in the dorms and not having to drive 45 minutes to work everday! It will also be nice having the internet 24/7 again! I havent updated this thing like at all this summer because I never get the time! And I know I have missed out on so much of everyones lifes!
My summer has been alright! I work and work and work... but I <3 my kids so its all worth it in the end! We went to Silverwood a couple of weekends ago and that was fun! But this is all I can write for now! I promice I will write more later! Love yall and God Bless
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Hey yall! So it has been a long time since I updated this and go figure I dont have time now. I juss wanted you all to know Im still alive! Unfortunatly I havent gotten much time to read my friends page, so I apologize if I have missed out on anything big happening in your life! I promise once I get to school and back to a normal schedule I will update regularly... but for now, this is all you get! I hope everyone is having a great summer! Love yall and God Bless
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I didnt realize how long its been since I last updated, sorry! Of course right now I dont really have time to update either, but I thought I would let you all know Im still alive.
My summer is going pretty good! All I basically do is work... but they have been putting me in the infant room which is awesome! There are some things that really stress me out about work, but for the most part I love it! The commute sucks, but Im surviving! Anne and I have fun driving together... to bad gas is so pricey! lol..
Lets see... Celestina had a beautiful baby girl on May 17th. Alanna Claire was 7 pounds 7 ounces and like 19 3/4 inches. She is a beautiful little girl and I hold her whenever I get the chance! lol.
Basically all I do is work and babysit Skyler! I hang out with my sisters alot also! We dont really do much, but its all good... At least I dont have any homework! lol.
OMG I am so mad that they are ending Everwood. They gave us NO warning, so when I read "Series finale" I started freaking out. That show is amazing and I am going to miss it next season!
Okay thats all I have time for, though I dont think there is really much else to write! I hope everyone is doing great! Love yall and God Bless
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So Im going home tomorrow. I have one more final, then its done. Just like that, I finished my first year of college. I cant decide if Im sad. Part of me juss wants to get away from here, but I know Im going to miss a bunch of people. This was such a great year, and I cannot thank the people here enough for making it so wonderful. Wow.. one year down, so many years to go...
This week has basically constisted of packing, studying, and working. I had my first final this morning and it went all right. I dont really know.. then I have my history finale tomorrow, which I have a feeling Im going to fail, but who knows. Ive given up on studying tonight. lol. Work has been good, Ive basically been in the infant room or with my tods. Yep thats about that..
Oh let me juss say that Im really sad 7th Heaven was over. It was a horrible series finale, but I still cried juss because its over.. for good... no more Camdens on Monday nights :(
Okay well I juss wanted to do a quick update because I dont know when I will get the chance to update again... I plan on coming to the Saint Martins library and the Puyallup public library alot, but who knows if I will get time to sit and update.. I will try my hardest though. Who knows, maybe I will end up updating every day! lol. Okay I should probably go to bed now, or at least soon. So have a great week. Love yall and God Bless
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I decided to take a break from my paper and update this! I am so tired of working on this history paper. It is due tomorrow and has to be 12 pages. Right now I have 6 1/2 but I dunno how Im going to get to 12... lol!
Yesterday was Skyler's dance recital. She did such a good job. It was really sad though, and although I said it jokingly I was serious. This was my first year in 15 years not dancing. I miss it, I really do. There were alot of times when I complained about not wanting to go to class and stuff, but honestly I wish I could still dance. I miss the excitment of recital. Hanging out backstage, and then being nervous about how your going to do on stage, then you sound great and its awesome! I also miss Kristie. She was my teacher for like 7 years and I only saw her yesterday when she was on stage. I wish I would have had time to actually find her and see how shes doing. I miss her and all the people that were in my class. I saw one girl that I danced with for like 8 years and we only waved cause it was really busy so we couldnt say hi. I really juss miss it... but I'll get over it.
I went to a volunteer dinner at church last night. It was actually alot of fun! I saw a bunch of people and juss hung out. It'll be nice to be back there again for the summer. I miss some of those crazy people! lol. I saw some of my kids that I havent seen in awhile and I cannot believe how big they have gotten! Unbelievable is all I have to say!!
Okay well I should get back to work! Only 3 more days and I will be done for good! The worst thing about this whole summer thing is that my sisters dont have the internet, so its going to be hard for me to get online. I just may get tempted to get internet there cause I dunno if I can survive without it!! haha. Okay well have a great week! Love yall and God Bless
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Today was my last day of classes!!! Now I juss need to get through one more paper and two finals, then I will be officially done with my first year of college! That is such a scary thought! I cannot believe Im about to have one year under my belt! This has been such a great year!! I have made so many new friends and Ive juss had alot of fun. As much as Im going to miss some of the people here, I am glad this year is almost over! I think 4 months off will do a lot of good for all of us! lol. But Im pretty sure I couldnt have asked for a better freshman year in college!!
Besides classes, all I do is work! Work has actually been pretty good! I bounce myself around alot, mainly staying in the infants or tods. Today was fun cause Kate and I had 6 babies, so we took them all outside. It was so nice and they loved it! I love working with Kate... she is leaving in June though and I am really sad... so I dont let people talk about it! lol. My hours have been really weird lately, juss because Im slowly moving into full time. I dunno which room Im going to be in this summer.. If I cant be in infants or tods, then I juss want to do breaks. I told them that if Im working full-time, Im not going to be stuck in one of the older kid classrooms. So yeah..
You know what I havent talked about in awhile? My shows! lol. I cannot believe 7th Heaven is ending next week, that makes me soo sad. That show has gotten stupid over the years but I am still going to miss it alot. My Monday nights wont be the same without it :/ Everwood has had a pretty good season. One Tree Hill was great this season! Of course they left us on a cliffhanger for the summer, so I cant wait for next season to start up! I think those are the only shows I watch. I havent watched American Idol this summer, which kinnda makes me sad, but I juss didnt have the time for it! Oh well though!
They are having a end of the year party like thing outside right now, and it is really loud lol. I went down there to get food, but then I came back to my room. I guess I could go down there again, but I dont really feel like it! Im kinnda tired now, even though it isnt even 9. Im sure I will be up for awhile. Maybe I will work on some stuff for my history paper and final... yeah that sounds like a good idea! So Im going to go now! I will try and update at least one more time before school is out cause I dunno how often Im going to get online this summer! I hope everyone is doing well! Love yall and God Bless
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Okay so I officially fail at updating my journal! lol. Oh well who cares!!
My life is going pretty well! There are only 4 more days left of classes! Then I have 2 days of finals then Im done for the year! THANK GOD! I am so ready to get out of this place for 4 months. I have had a great freshman year, but its time to leave for the summer. I need to get away from it all and get some privacy back! So yeah Im really happy for summer!!
Work is going good! A few people have been quitting lately, one Im extremely happy for and one other I was really sad. I will be working full-time this summer, which will be a drive, but its all good. Anne and I are going to carpool so it will be fun having someone to do the drive with. Anne and I have become such great friends, I am so glad we will be working this summer. I know we will have fun!!
I finally got someone out of my life for good and I couldnt be happier. There are juss times when friendships must die and it was past time for this one to end. I am not sad at all to lose this friend, which seems weird, but I couldnt deal with her anymore. Now I am finally done listening to all her crap and maybe finally all the high school drama will finally be out of my life.
I dunno whats been going on since I last updated! This weekend was really fullfilling. I woke up bright and early yesterday and did a 7 mile March of Dimes walk! It was so much fun! I walked with some people from work and it was nice juss talking to them! Then my dad came up and we went and got insurance and then I got my car!!! Yep thats right! For the first time ever I finally have a car!!! It was my sisters old car, but I bought it from here! Its cute and it'll work! Im happy! Today I actually got up around 9:30 and have been doing stuff ever since!! Its been a good weekend!!
The weather has been so nice outside! It reminds how much I love summer! I cant wait to be able to go to the lake or someones house and juss lay out in the tan! I need to get a tan! lol.. Im juss to much of a white girl!! It will be nice to hang out with everyone this summer! Im soo excited!!
I think thats about it! Tomorrows is my nieces 6th birthday! I cant believe she is already 6... man has time gone by!! Okay well I will try and update soon! I hope everything is going well in your lifes! Love yall and God Bless
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So it has been quite sometime since I last updated this! But its all good. I actually dont feel like updating now, but I figured I should, so I am! haha
My life is going alot better than from when I last updated. With the whole work thing... Im pretty sure they are afraid of me quitting, therefore they have een really nice to me. I guess one of my friends was like you need to start thinking about how you treat her because Im afraid shes going to quit. Then they asked one of my other friends if I was going to quit and then Im pretty sure they mentioned it to one of the girls that recently moved because she emailed me about it. So now when I get to work I either do an odd task or I do a 10 minute break before letting the tod 1 teacher off at 3:30. Then Im in Tod 1 until around 6, when I go into the infant room. Its a really nice schedule and Im glad that they are treating me better. Although other people are still getting treated like crap, which sucks. Michelles last day was on Tuesday and it was really sad. So work is going pretty well right now...
School is going alright. Im so ready for classes to be over!! We only have one full week, 2 four day weeks and a couple days of midterms till we are done! I cant believe I have almost survived my first year in college! Thats so freaky! Its been a good year, Im juss ready for it to be over! haha...
I dont think anything else is really going on in my life. Classes, work and homework! haha. Last weekend I went home to babysit Skyler! I went to Max's 1st birthday party also. I cant believe that little man is already one!! I went to nursery on Sunday and talked with a bunch of people. I found out that Celestina is having a baby GIRL!! awww... 4 for 4 haha.. She is due in like 5 weeks and I am so excited!! I went and saw Tiffany's friends baby and hes a cutie. Only 6 weeks old.. its still weird to me that she has a baby.
Tonight was alot of fun!! After work, I went to Applebees with some people from work.. lets see who was all there... me, Kristin, Kate, Michelle, Stacey, Breanne, her husband, Lisa, Will, and a couple of Kristin's friends! It was alot of fun!! So many good laughs! Then after we decided to venture over to Target so that was fun! I love the people I work with!
Okay well I guess thats about that! Im going home tomorrow night for Easter weekend! So I hope you all have a great Easter! Love yall and God Bless
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I havent updated for quite sometime, but this week has been beyond stressful so Im hoping maybe writing it out will make it better? probably not... but we can pretend right? I juss dont know what to do anymore, so if yall have any advice, feel free to let me know.
Work, work, work... thats all I can think about anymore. Ya know its bad when two days in a row, I break down at work and actually cry..... I dont know what changed but I know I cant handle it. Michelle already put in her 2 weeks(which Im terribly sad about) and Im coming close to putting mine in. The funny thing is that if I put mine in, Bri and Anne will both also and then about 10 other staff memebers will put theirs in. So what will they do when 13 staff members seriously put in their 2 weeks. Ive talked to enough people to know that something has to change and it has to change quickly cause I dont want to look for a new job. Its coming to the point where I have to decide between my kids and my happiness... I juss dont know which one is more important. I know it is important to be happy but I love these kids so much and I cant imagine leaving them. Its not there fault that all this crap is going on so I hate thinking that they would have to suffer.
So who's fault is it? One of our program supervisors. We all wanna quit because of one person, how pathletic is that? She doesnt know what shes doing, yet she thinks she does therefore she screws everything up. She makes me so mad...grr... And I actually gathered the courage to talk to my boss, and where does that get me? In a room that I dont belong in. So much for sticking up for myself huh? I juss cant do this anymore. They screwed us all up. They took my babies away from me, probably because I actually said something. They dont understand that I am the infant room closer and I have been for the past 5 months. I dont know what to do. This probably doesnt make any sense to you guys but if you really want to know more, just ask. Im going insane..... no joke...
Anyways what else has been happening? School is boring, Im ready for summer. Last Thursday Bri and I went to Puyallup to go to Mrs. Millers memorial and it was really sad. I got to see some people that I hadnt seen in awhile though so that was nice. This weekend we had a goodbye party for Bridget at Hooters and it was really fun. After that Kate, Stacey and I ventured over to Lovers Package. It was my first time going there and needless to say it was interesting... lol.... Im sick. I was loosing my voice but its finally coming back. Life basically sucks right now and Im pretty sure I need a vacation. I need a break from life... I juss dont know anymore. Okay well I should go. If you read this all thanks. Love yall and God Bless
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